alcohol....

sometimes people say ITS MY LIFE,sometimes they give an excuse by saying its medicine,it gives me comfort,it gives me the courage(huh!!why?you could not face reality in your complete conscience),it allows me to forget my present status and make me feel like king of the world.....few frustrated people say that i hate drinking but its my need.....

ok now lets have a look of the complete scenario through my specs:

name:albert einstein(not me,further hav a look......)

venue:friends house

cause:invited for dinner

after having food einstein got down to his bed for some relaxation and started talking...after a long chat he said to his friend that ...."i think you should make a move,its too late now"......his friend was startled and a bit perplexed with his personality!!!!i should say this to you,you are at my house,u should move???????

conclusion:

if an anonymous is said  about this story(unknown of the fact that he was not drunk,and "who was einstein")..he would certainly say that the man was drunk like anything...but but but.....................

such people dont need any external support(alcohol) to get lost or escape from present,they are so much" busy at doing nothing and infinity" that he is never present at the place you think of.....with this story we can understand the famous dialouge"bade bade logo k saath aisi chhoti chhoti baatein hoti rehti hai(a bit modified)" and haan one thing with such incident you cant say he was mad, but the rest world is so for sure......

after having alcohol anyone could shout,doesnt matter that who and how many are standing in front of individual,BUT THE ONE WHO COULD ADDRESS A FEW (need not to be many)WITH COMPLETE CONSCIOUSNESS,IS WHAT WE SAY A "ROLE MODEL" AND A TRUE PERSONALITY(example:-mahatma GANDHI)...........

well addressing gandhi as a role model...my responsibility is to have ciggi and drink atleast once before leaving.....:D

LIFE GOES ON............

u never know  wat is coming up next in your life?but you can make sure that few incidents never repeats.....sometimes we feel that (its random),this(refers to the enviroment around you) had been before in my life...but this "this" is not disastrous or inauspicious,i am talking about the unwilling "this"(well i am also not getting this point at one go,but it has really got a meaning)....coz nature knows what needs to be repeated,sometimes it may be awkward or perplexed one!!!!!!

today i had a walk with 'one of my best friend'after a long time...it was a pleasant morning and every moment i was getting nostalgic and had a feel that this had been before!!!!this is a consequence of emotional brain!every moment i tried to suppress it ,but...and suddently i came near district majestrate house and then "what is nostalgia"...everything gone just because i admire civil servants a lot! i said na emotional brain!!!!!

5-6  years back,we merely cared that we are doing a crazy bicycle ride on the main busy road,we merely cared that we are overtaking the car of"district judge" from LEFT side....we merely cared that walking on the flooded roads could be threat to life...we merely cared that chasing 'SOMEONE' from tuition could be cheap coz you are doing this in your small hometown were everyone knows you by your FATHER........

TODAY THESE ROADS REALLY TOOK ME IN A FAIRY WORLDS AND "bachpan k wo bemisaal galiya"....and now the time wheel says that i have entered in a professional world were everything is based on profit and loss..."be state in(rag term),then u will be able to entertain FREEDOM to walk with your friends!!!!!!".....IT HURTS TO THE BOTTOM AND LIFE GOES ON  FROM BEING HUMAN(emotion) TO INHUMAN AND PATHETIC STATISM.....

useless and meaningless

"tsunami is caused by moons pull",gravity is no word,its just a feel which gets stronger n stronger near dense mass(say a heavenly body and so the time dilation.....watever!)

wat i feel is, if its moon responsible for specs?coz starring at it may bring it closer (in feel) and so a virtual gravity might may be swallowing my vision(this is a law from http://www.deepraj.apniphysics.com...which/ has no resemblance to reality)

wait!!!!!or its mark zuckerberg????well thiis one seems to be more appropriate and reasonable in my case coz now i am not a kid who would be fanatic about moon but facebook!!!!!!!!!!

3 days back i said mom "could you see the rabbit in moon?”I mean is it a cloudy day or what,…actually moon is looking vague and stars are really out of reach!!!!!!!!!!

She said –“I think you need an eye specialist”

You mean I am loosing my vision and it’s a clear sky and you could see that rabbit as well!!!!

“ya…”

Oh no!! and now i am  ainvaayi looking decent......(useless and meaningless!) to the kind of stuff i have!!!!!!!

 

JOBLESS

THIS IS THE PRESENT  STATUS...which is more or less the same wen we are in college....well their is a bit, but a huge difference between the two SAME status,unlike college,now u can enjoy the unlimited silence,but their is no one to ask about the progress wid gf,no slang,no party,no outing,need not to hide wid seniors,no comedy,no mimicry,no late night chat,no b'day bumps celebrations....just love of mother n father.....
PLENTY OF TIME..its for both status,but now if you want you can use this time in a proper and fruitfull way,which is not applicable for other!!!but the impact of college could be seen now also,i know with the present status its very difficult to get back to class 12 days and swim in the world of mathematics!!....
"concentrating hard on anything" now is not 'my cup of tea' and sitting for an hour without fb is PAST.....
i am ADDICTED with a drugs more dangerous than OPIUM....'coz i am always busy in doing nothing' and keep on saying that, i am JOBLESS....