Tuesday 25 October 2011

kahani khatam hai ya shuruaat hone ko hai??


god plz sign a bond with me which says that "i will not be involved in a ratrace of working under someone to earn money and become wealthy enough to buy a ferrari...."
i am not sure about what would be my state of mind(say when i am completed with my engineering),but i thing is for sure that i would surely be a looser if i go against my physics fantasy and work in some software company!!!!
my aim is not to condemn computer science,i just want to work for my pleasure....how can i condemn anything from my frame of reference,its evedent from the fact that people like steve jobs had pleasure in this field....its awesome,i can realize this,since i am a student of computer science but i cannot see the beauty,which few of my colleagues do,i am all the time amazed by the new glories of new generation computers,but i cant think anything new on my own,which is against my soul,i can think the algorithm but i am a DAMN POOR translator,and i dont like being bound.....
while reading this,u may not get the connections in each line,i said na damn poor translator of feelings......is their anyone who can get those feelings....????
if i get this "anyone" then surely i can reach ultimate(not real ultimate but my own feeling of ultimate) and if not then let god decide my destiny!!!!
KAHANI KHATAM HAI YA SHURUAT HONE KO HAI???

6 comments:

  1. well... u were successful in expressing ur confusion :P

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  2. feelings well expressed and yes, it is always best to do what you love. and to love what you do.

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  3. Sigh....computer engineers...the most overrated and underused professionals....underused because of the sad copy paste that so many end up doing...

    Hopefully things turn out fine...

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  4. well not exactly copy paste...anyways i dont wanna cross-examine further...ya hope for the best..!!

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  5. "Passion and Profession" an incomprehensible juggle.Our orientation and cultivation plays a vital role,you just dashed off the futility that many people of our generation are facing today.While in college we all dream of living differently and not to be a part of the cliche life,we swear not to be a part of the rat race, but yah it takes a toll on your social life,people look down upon you ,for you are not doing something vital as per worldly terms ....The choice is really tough ,but then life is never easy.

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